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Friday, March 21, 2008

BITTER.


I just don't know why I never want to be called a 'bitter' person. Highschool pa lang ako ganyan na. Hay. andami ko na talagang utang na kwento. Try ko ikwento next time. Antok na ako eh.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

COP and WHIP… my days in elementary

I've searched my old files and found this!

I remember that I've posted this a year ago but unfortunately, I deleted it along with the other entries I have here.

I decide to bring post it again.. I just wanna share these crazy and funny experience to y'all. :)


Nowadays, I often get flashbacks of my elementary days. Weird though, but recollections just come and go. Perhaps I’m just missing the old times… my uniforms were a polo blouse and a maroon jumper, so cute… my classmates and I have our own fortress in school… we play silly games (ice-ice water, 10-20, putubong 123….hahaha) as if there is no tomorrow. I miss being a kid.

I was walking home whilst I saw my teacher in Pagbasa when I was in grade school. Mr. Teodoro Paez (a.k.a. Sir Teody or Sir Paez) had been our teacher for two consecutive years and honestly he has been our laughing stock since then. Yeah… you may say we’re rude but we aren’t! We just make of him because his treating us like toddlers! Where will you see a fifth grade class singing nursery rhymes? Yep… only in our Pagbasa class. I remember one time we had an examination and the question was…

1. Ang pulis ay may hawak na _________

a. baril
b. latigo

Out of common sense, each of us answered (a) which is baril. Apparently, a cop has a gun so it is the one he is holding. We were so dumbstruck when Sir Paez told us we are incorrect for the answer is (b) latigo. Some of my classmates were protesting while I’m just laughing at one side of our room. I know they’ll never win against our teacher… *laugh…laugh…laugh…* Until now, whenever me and my friends get together (for we are studying in different schools now) like birthdays, vacations, sembreaks… somehow that question is being brought up and everyone will just burst out laughing really hard. However, I really want to express my grandest gratitude to Mr. Paez. If not for him, our elementary days would be less memorable.

Monday, March 17, 2008

IM A SELF-CONFESSED T.V. ADDICT! [kaya nga Masscom Student ako.]

I was a High School Sophomore then, when our teacher in Filipino started a weekly debate among us. Being opinionated as ever, I always tend to lead my group and be the spokesperson. Unfortunately, my team always gets the doubtful and uncertain side. Indeed we are unlucky because there are times when we are just arguing and fighting for our side even though we know we cannot win for the sake of the debate. So why am I telling you this? It’s just that one of the topics we’ve discuss always hits my mind whenever the subject matter ‘television and radio’ is raised and that was “Ano ang pipiliin mo? Ang mamuhay noon kung saan di pa laganap ang teknolohiya o ngayon na laganap na ang teknolohiya?”. At last, we’ve picked the winning answer for my group then has to defend the side, “Ngayon na laganap na ang teknolohiya…” and as a practice I am again the spokeswoman. I find my opponent’s answers full of hypocracy. He said that life is so simple and plain back then unlike now that’s why it would be better to live at those times where technology is not yet introduced to mankind. Hello?! Who would wish that he had lived before Alessandro Volta discovered electricity? No one perhaps, every one of us is enjoying the luxury of technology’s gifts. I’m starting to be annoyed with their safe pleas when I cracked a joke and said, “Ah basta, di ako mabubuhay ng walang T.V.!”. That’s when my teacher told us to stop the squabble.

My last retort was true; I am indeed a T.V. addict especially when I was still in High School. I can name every Kapamilya, Kabarkada or Kapuso shows at that moment. I even watch MARTIN L@TE at NITE and The 700 Club every midnight (proofs that I really am a nocturnal person). It may also be other people’s influence to me but I really enjoy watching television shows. One of our television set at home even has PIP (Picture in Picture) features. As for those reasons, I really enjoyed watching the documentary about the History of Philippine Television for I’m such a great fan. I’m very showbiz-oriented and that maybe one of the underlying principles why I took up Mass Communication. On the other hand, I almost forgot the other film which tackles the History of Philippine Radio. I don’t usually listen to the data lines but the documentary triggered my interest as it brought me into the waves. It oriented and edified me that radio is as important as the television that’s why I try to listen even to FM Stations in my cellular phone every night. It’s as amusing as the television, how can sound travel through waves? More over, how can this sounds produce unity in diversity? These means of communication really helped people to amalgamate for it has a larger scope compared to telephone lines and print media. Admit it, not everyone knows how to read but everyone knows how to speak. With the aid of broadcasting, equality among Filipinos came about. Everyone has been given the proper information not to mention the analogous entertainment.

Furthermore, we can’t deny the fact that Broadcast Media has a significant role in our society. We get informed, entertained and many more. Envisioning it ten years from now would be so difficult because of abrupt changes in the technology today. People may invent cellular televisions, micro-chip sized radios and many more… who knows? However, radio and television will always have the same function amidst innovations and that is to be a means of communication among the human race.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

GRAY and BLACK

I have so many things to say just because many things happened today but I can't put it into words. *pause* [tinatamad ako eh..haha] err. I know I really am lazy..haha. Seriously, I prolly post the whole thing later or tomorrow.. I'll just give you a glimpse of what just happened today.

So here's my cute little story.

I have a crush on one of my classmates in P.E... his name is Mark..haha. He is a P.E. major. The funny thing is, we so look like we've talked before going to school because we are wearing the same color scheme..haha [soulmate!hahaha, as ifff!] GRAY and BLACK.

I'll tell the whole story, don't worry. Haha! ;]

Ciao.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Graduation na naman..

I've made this song for my batchmates a couple of years ago... It's sad and sappy yet I really like it though, I know, it wasn't my best song.

READ ON...

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We had a bunch of laughter
although we cried some tears
but nothing last forever
so now i'm facing my fears
We have to bid our farewell
to our chums and peers
and though i can do foretell
that this will turn into tears
CHORUS
But yes, we have to say goodbye
yes we have to be apart
but no, don't ever tell to me that you will start to cry
And yes we have to say goodbye
yes to we have to be apart
but this will be my promise to you
OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER DIE
Our highschool days are over
a new world comes ahead
another step in life's ladder
we should be happy instead
The seed we planted is growing
let it not wither apart
for our future start dreaming
for the goal that's inside your heart
rpt CHORUS
REFRAIN
And i know someday we'll see each other
a smile in our faces will be drawn
from that day on we'll be together
so on my promise i'll keep holdin' on...
rpt CHORUS
OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER DIE

Friday, March 14, 2008

Missing Tin-Tin..


I miss Kristine Mae Santos Molato. Yeap. That's her on the picture. I just miss our elementary days. However, lately... I just dunno why but things happened to be coincidential for the both of us. She is also a Teentalker and I was flabbergasted when I met her online. Haha! Then, just a week ago, I and her little sister Kristelle met on GK One Big Build. Strange yet I'm happy though. It seems like we are walking on the same path again. I'll be meeting her later. Hope we'll have fun! :)

and oh! the song you're hearing now [Everything you do by M2M].. is one of my most unforgettable songs ever. Tin and I danced to that when we were in fifth grade. Yep. Just the both of us... talk about kakapalan ng mukha..hahaha

Talaga, Inluv?!

Bakit nga ba ngayon ko lang nilgay ko to dito? dumaan na ang ilang araw. Commencement Excercise na nga ang drama ng iba.. Valentine's pa din ang theme ko. haha! Ay naku. correct ka sa naiisip mo. Tinatamad ako! Haha! Pero in fair ness, may dahilan din naman kung bakit ngayon ko lang naisipan na ilagay 'to. Ngayon ko lang kasi na-digest na... The Valetine Folio was a SUCCESS! Ay, hindi po ako nagyayabang. Hehe! Yung mga mambabasa ang nagsabi nun. Haha!

Oh ayan. eto yung sa envelope

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eto naman yung sa mismong loob na..
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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Teddy.. this one's for you..

I made this song about 3 years ago and it actually is my first composition..haha
It has double meanings.. you may read it thrice but still, i know, somehow the message will still be vague..hehe.. so what's the point in posting it anyways?haha.. I'm noe actually ready to share the story behind this song..



Fictional You

My only dream is
to be with you
You’ve turned my life into full colors never blue
Now I know who am i
Coz you’re there standing by

I love to have kryptonites by my palm
For you to fall down on your knees beside me and be so calm
I’ll go to Krypton with you
Meet Jor-El if you want me to
Just be knight in shining armor
Coz you’re in my heart yeah deep down to its core

CHORUS
You’re my Superman Superman Superman
Yes you’re Superman Superman Superman
Superman Superman Superman
I like you
I love you
I’m obsessed with you

Everyday and every night I pray
For you to know my true feelings someday
You’re my inspiration
The man in my illusions

I want to have kryptonites by my side
For you to go here and somehow you’ll give me a ride
With me you’ll feel good
In your Fortress of Solitude
Just tell me that I am better
Compared to Lana or Lois I’m greater

CHORUS

Suddenly, the truth struck me
You’re a fiction, I know now finally
But how can I survive this
So dumbfounding crisis

Then he came around
He made my world go round
And he is true
Unlike the fictional you

2nd chorus
Is he now my Superman Superman Superman
My Superman Superman Superman
Superman Superman Superman
The only one I’ll dream for
He’s now the man in my heart’s core

But even though he is true..
He’s unkind not like you
For he doesn’t love me..
I’m not he’s cup of tea…

Hey! Superman Superman Superman
Help me please oh Superman Superman Superman
My world is so dim
Coz of my love for him

Now I’m in a see full of sharks
Help me please CLARK