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Monday, April 7, 2008

Biena as a WRITER.



TOTAL MAKE - OVER.


My brothers and I were left at home the day before yesterday, so as their Ate, I know it's my responsibility to prepare our meals, clean the house, look after my little brother and arrange our newly-dried clothes since we now haven't any maid. I did all the work whilst my brothers were taking turns on the PC. My little brother, Joseph, one of the best players of GTA Vice Cityat the age of four, I think, (Oh, believe me, he even maged to memorize cheat codes eventhought he still can't read.) got booored and asked me to join him in watching a movie. He accidentally put "The Wedding Planner" instead of Pinochio-- his Flavor of the Month (Well, my brother have this attitude of watching just one mobie again and again from time to time, he can even tell what will happen next to the flick) I was shocked when a trailer of "The Family Man" was shown to us for I was expecting the Disney Classic.

However, these words from the trailer astonished me more...

"What if you said YES instead of NO?"
"What if you have a second chance?"

Those words made me think of things I nver thought of. What could have been if I did this instead of that or picked that instead of this? The next thing I knew was I fell asleep. The first thing that entered my mind when I woke up was my blogsite. "What if I have a second chance?" A second chance to prove myself. A second chance to be myself. So, that's basically the reason why I reinvented my blog. Here's my second chance in writing, in expressing myself. For months now, I've been sooooo disgusted that I'm an EIC and I kept on recycling my works in the past just to say I still am writing, I still am able to write. I know it's soooo embarrassing but I'm starting to scold myself about the laziness I'm practicing. In fact, I even started a story in TeenTalk's Creative Corner. Click here to read it.

Another reason is that I'm so over the "too_mystified"-thingy for I think it's overrated. Some of my friends use the word mystified every now and then. Well, it isn't my IPR and I don't have the right to ban them from using it either, but I'm just wondering, what's so special with that word?

Anyways, here I am starting all over again and will NEVER start again.

Special Thanks to:
Fibisco Butter Cookies - if not for you, I would be so hungry while doing all this. : )

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