NARCISSISTIC

NARCISSISTIC.

I’ve been staring at my new layout for quite a while and realized how vain am I to put my pictures marquee-ing on the yop. Haha! I’m thinking of reverting it to the old one, however this really is my dream layout so I guess, I’ll just let it that way. ^^
I’ve noticed that I’ve becoming egostistical this past few days, spending moolahs in myriad of nail polish [in different colors], dressing-up as if I’ll be going to a party or something and the likes.
You know, I kinda have this attitued of not wearing the same clothes AGAIN on the same “audience” or people which is so drama queen-like. My mom’s been teeling me to dress simply when in fact, she’s the one to blame that I’ve this kind of mentality, Perhaps because, growing up, my mom would don me as if I’m her living doll. I mean, a loooot of princessy dresses, shoes, bags and accessories. We used to have our own boutique too.
However, just now, I took in that our way of living, our status rather, nowadays cannot support my whim so I have to cut it off. I must learn to wear anything available and not think if I‘ve already worn it or not.