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Read this Jeffrey Ray Cape! :)

APRIL 30

"I'm fair both..."

Oh. I'll never forget that line from you Jeff. Haha! XD. Haha, simula ng sabihin mo yan.. yan na ang laging tukso ni Mon-Mon sa'yo. Hahaha. Natatawa talaga ako naalala ko pa lang.. pero naluluha din ako, I'm starting to miss all of you. Lalo na ikaw... We've been through many things. Bata pa lang tayo magkasama na tayo. It all started nung may nakita akong maliit na bata na nakaupo sa teacher's table, nakapatong ang paa at nag-uutos sa mga classmate. Haha. Not everyone knows that na ikaw yung President ng First Section nung Grade 2 tayo. Hindi niyo pa ako classmate nun. Haha. That's why when I entered your section the next year, I honestly sought for you. Hahaha. "Nasaan na ba yung mayabang na 'yun?" I said to myself.. Then I saw you, I was really reluctant to go near you, you were one of the teacher's faves. Naalala ko pa, nagtanong si Ma'am Limos nun sa atin, ano daw ang kailangan ng class natin and you said. "COOPERATION" [gosh. I have such a sharp memory!] Sabi ko, "Grabe, ang talino naman nun." I actually don't know what cooperation means. Hahaha! Hay naku, ang bobo ko no? Umabot ng Grade 3 na di alam ang cooperation. Haha. Moving on, I never thought we'll be friends. Pero hindi ka naman pala mahirap abutin. Hahaha. Ikaw pa nga ang unang lumapit sa'kin eh. Nagpatali ka ng sintas ng sapatos. Jeffrey! Grade 3 na tayo nun! Hahaha. I know you'll be mad at me pag nabasa mo yan.. gumaganti lang ako. Remember how you made a fool out of me nung naging seatmates tayo? Gawwwd. I know people who'll read this will surely laugh. Haha. I'm such an imbecile. Haha. You told me that we should composed a song, and I was very amazed when you composed a song infront of me, right there and then. Jusme. ANGEL OF MINE lang pala yun. Haha. But do you remember the song na kinompose talaga nating dalawa? Yung "Let the music keep you close to me blah blah blah" Hahaha. Nakalimutan ko na yun.

Hahaha. pero sa totoo lang, natouch ako nung tinanggap niyo ako ni Kristine as bestfriend niyo.. Huhu. Iyak na naman ako. Hahaha. Grabe, we really have such a history pero wala pa sa kalahati yan di ba? Hahaha. Naalala mo pa ba nung HS tayo? Umiyak ako nung nawala ako sa Honors dahil sa'yo? Haha. Baka kasi di ka maging first honor kapag hindi ako pumasok sa honor roll at naging commendable lang ako. Hahaha. Ang corny natin nun. Hahaha! Ay oo nga pala, 2 na yung letter na naibigay ko sa'yo no. Una yung four-pages na stationery at yung yellow pad. Haha. Puro kadramahan. Jusme.

Naalala ko pa nung second year, ikaw ang dakilang taga-gawa ng reviewer namin. Hahaha tapos ipapaxerox natin.. magchecheck tayo. HAHAHA! Namimiss ko na yun Epyo. Hahaha!

Bigla kong nakita yung CD na binigay mo sa akin nung third year tayo.. ANOOO?! Sexy, naughty, bitchy ang kanta mo para sa akin? Hahaha. Nakatago pa yun.. pati yung letter mo. XD Namiss ko tuloy nung mga times na nagbabake tayo. jusmio.. nakavideo pa yung pagbake ng cookies.. namimiss ko na din yung mga panahon na pumupunta ako sa bahay niyo para makikain.. este magpractice pala. Hahaha! X))

Hindi ko talaga makakalimutan lahat lahat ng pinagsamahan natin. kulang pa lahat ng naikwento ko na yan..

Pero may susunod ka pa namang birthday diba? Doon na lang ulit. Haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFREY RAY ESPINOSA CAPE! <3

PS:

Salamat nga pala at pinakita mo sa amin yung tinatago tago mong kwarto.

Sana, sa susunod na punta ko ng Ateneo, magkita na talaga tayo.

Pahiram ako ng VCD ng Ten things I hate about you.. alam kong madami kang kopya niyan. Hahaha! XD [Ay, nawala na nga pala yung iba..]

Pasensya ka na pinost ko pa 'to.. namiss ko lang kasi yung sulat mo.. Hahaha! XD

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APRIL 25

I'm currently building up a new blog. Well, I'll not leave this one though, it would still be my primary blog. I just need a place where I can put insignificant yet memorable (confusing eh?) moments of my life. I'll be writing in that blog in Taglish. For blood is always trickling from my nose dowm to my keyboard evertime I post an entry in here. (TISSUE PLEASE!)

Vivacious!

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April 23

Bubbly.

Last week, I haven't any chance to go online for two days and it felt like a week. It was my bad, though. I've been asleep for so many hours, I think. I've been so upset that I just submit myself to complete slumber *insert tons of ticking-off here* even on my Mom's 40th birthday. The mocha cake ang strawberry icecream didn't help me even even if they are my faves.

I was so disgusted to myself that I didn't fulfilled the promises I made last last week. I've been so lazy and inproductive. I've been busy doing nothing which makes me feel awful.

Good thing my little brother woke me up from my lonesome dream with a PSP as a accompaniment on his left hand and a roller brush on his right. My four year old brother pulled me up from bed while singing... ♪Don't wanna wake up alone anymore.. blah blah blah.. and I'll give all the love in the world..♪ Although, he still can't pronounce some words properly, it was the sweetest thing a person did for me so far.

So now, I'm back again. Goodbye to the down, low-spirited and sad drama.. I am now BUBBLY. EAGER and HAPPY.

The WEEK that was.

• April 17 - My granny went home to be with my mom on her birthday.
• April 18 - My Mommy's birthday. My cousin, Kuya BJ, went here from Pampanga to join us.
• April 19 - My dad brought us to a restaurant somewhere in Talavera for lunch. Gosh. I hate that place.
• April 19/20 - I've fender bender-ed my MotoRazr. CURIOSITY killed the cat. I've accidentally deleted its default skins thinking it would be okay for I'll be installing new ones.

[Rebound of Silent Sanctuary playing on my speakers.]

What time is it again?

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What time is it again?

Yup. It's already five in the morning and I'm still awake.. thinking about things that happened today. I don't have much time to type in and tell what happened the whole day but I do promise to tell you all some time. I'm currently p!ssed, gloomy and sleepy. I will explain why probably tomorrow or later.

Nah. I don't wanna end this entry as sad and futile as my recent posts so let me share some of the pictures I've taken last Saturday. Haha! I've been so bored so I decided to take pictures using my phone.

Feeling SENTI. Haha! XD


PEACE DAW?! Hahaha!

With my Mommy!

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APRIL 20

STILL BUSY.

Phew! I honestly don't know how to start.. it has been a week since I last posted something on my blog. Call me LAZY but I am NOT. It just so happened that I've been busy... very busy these past few days and I still am. I'm very upset that I wasn't able to fulfill my promises to myself. I haven't done the things I have to do and I HATE it.

I hope that by tomorrow, I'll be able to post something really, really GOOD.

Sorry if I have been like this lately.

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APRIL 14

DOWN. LOW-SPIRITED. SAD.

Oh I'm here again, posting about what time is it and that I haven't slept yet. *sigh* My day has been soooo tiring.

However, three words can basically describe what sitch I'm in now. DOWN. LOW-SPIRITED. SAD. and I just dunno why. Well, i know why, it's just hard for me to accept that that is my reason.

Oh well, lemme live you with these words...

----> I hate it that I always find time to talk to you and you don't.

----> I hate it that I'm always making you feel your special and you just treat me like everybody else... saying that I am special.

----> You shouldn't have messaged me. It just made me want to say I miss you even though I don't really have to.

I PROMISED MYSELF THAT I WILL POST SOMETHING WORTH-READING
TOMORROW, PERHAPS LATER.

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APRIL 12

GOT THIS FROM MY CANDY FACES ACCOUNT :)

What is a perfect day for you?

Everyday is a perfect day... i may say that i am really optimistic on every aspect of life... every day is a great day as long as i am breathing stilll.... but Wednesday is my favorite day of the week for a reason i don't know...

Which fictional character from a movie, book, video game, or TV show do you most identify with?

superman... well for no reasons... he is just my favorite character...however i identify most to cady heron in mean girls...

Which famous person, living or deceased, do you most admire?

i admire my mom more than anyone...

What do you like most about other people?

they can give me things that i can't give myself alone...

If you could travel to any place in the world, where would you go?



paris or any where in france...

Which word or expression do you use most often?

SUPER!

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

one thing?? just one? hmm... low self esteem maybe...

If you could be reborn as a person or thing, what or who would it be?



i want to be a princess or a teen queen like lindsay lohan

What object do you consider your most prized possession?



My sim card. Haha! Enough said..

What is the quality you like most in boys?



they make me smile in a way i can't make myself smile...

What do you want to be when you grow up?

As if tatangkad pa ako, Haha! a writer... or a teacher

What's your motto in life?

Speak up! be not afraid.... make a difference...
Yan nga ba? ang alam ko.. Je peux le faire! [I can do it!]

Top 5 Favorite Food/Restaurants



1. pizzahut
2. tong yang
3. kowloon west
4. jollibee
5. mcdo

Top 5 Favorite Books



Di ako mahilig sa libro.. Haha
1. northanger abbey by jane austen
2. pride and prejudice by jane austen
3. sweet valley high ( elizabeth's first kiss ) 4. old friends are gold, new friends are silver
5. cupid and psyche

Top 5 Favorite Male Celebs



1. william windsor
2. tom welling
3. chris o'donnell
4. freddie prinze jr
5. bodie cruz

Top 5 Favorite Female Celebs



1. lindsay lohan
2. julia stiles
3. anne curtis
4. kristin kreuk
5. drew barrymore

Top 5 Favorite Movies



1. superman I
2. the terminal
3. batman forever
4. justice league starcrossed the movie
5. parent trap

Top 5 Favorite Songs



1. show me your colours - rachel stevens
2. never had a dream come true - sclub
3. everything - life house
4. kisapmata - rivermaya
5. tarzan and jane - aqua

Top 5 Favorite TV shows



1. smallville
2. palos
3. meteor garden
4. detective conan
5. it started with a kiss

Top 5 Favorite Bands/Singers



1. lea salonga
2. martin nievera
3. sclub 7
4. queen
5. mig ayesa

Top 5 Favorite Fashion Items



1. tank tops
2. shoes!!!!!!!!
3. earrings...
4. wrist brackets
5. boyish pants

Top 5 Favorite Beauty Items

1. lip gloss
2. cheek stick
3. eyeliner
4. eye shadow
5. daily pore cleanser

Top 5 Favorite Gadgets



1. laptop
2. sidekick 2
3. motorazr
4. PSP
5. CHARGER!

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APRIL 12

Hindi ako papayag na di ko ito mapost bago ako matulog!

This poem made me smile, laugh and cry.. mixed emotions talaga!
Kaya i-share ko lang sa inyo..




Kat's Poem to Patrick

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way your always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when your not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,


Aww.. JEFFREY CAPE. Ito yung favorite mong movie di ba?

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ANONG ORAS NA NAMAN?

Ilang ulit na akong nagpost ng mahaba.. ayaw lumitaw.. ayoko na..haha

PANIBAGO NA NAMAN!

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Hay.. hindi na ako nagsawang magpalit.. but this time.. pagtatagalin ko na ito.. :)

Biena as a LOVER.

Ganito lagi ang lablayp ko.

Kanina ko lang napanuod ang bidyo na yan sa MYX.. natuwa ako.. ewan ko ba.. ang ASTIG eh.. Kahit 6:39am na at di pa din ako natutulog.. hilong hilo na nga ako eh. pero pinilit ko pa din magsulat para lang mashare sa inyo ang video at ang kantang to.. sobrang porma.. nakikita ko talaga ang sarili ko sa lyrics ng kanta.. Siguro, i'll talk about it bukas o pag may time na ako.. eto muna yung lyrics ng kanta..

 Migraine

Moonstar88

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?

Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Hindi po ang sagot, hindi rin isang tanong

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?

Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil, di na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...

Biena as a GIRL.

Well. I think, this again is recycling but it somehow is not. I made this letter-slash-story few months ago and I haven't published it yet.. I just want everyone to see it. They said that it isn't my best. [They said that It actually is my worst.] But I actually like it. Though altered, some things in the story happened to me in real life.

VOICE CALLS

Hey DJ,

What’s new? Are you happy with your new job? Are you and your girlfriend still together? Where are you right now? Those were my FAQ whenever we start a convo… I just don’t know what to say so I keep on repeating my questions at whatever time we talk. Perhaps, because we’ve been so cold towards each other for some time now. I know it’s my fault. I’m the one to blame for all this things.
I’m clued-up on how much pain I’ve caused you. I know you loved me so yet I still chose to break your heart. Not just once but a million times already. I don’t know if you’ve already forgiven me for what I’ve done unto you… but I’m on the ball that you know I’m so sorry.
I was so immature back then to keep you waiting for an off-putting answer. A big NO. Hmm, honestly? Every thing I’ve said before was the total truth. I loved you… I loved you with all my heart as you loved me too. Butterflies in my stomach just kept on flying each time I receive messages from you. It was my instant body reaction… even up to now. Remember the time you made me cry? I asked you to tell me your love story and I can’t help my tears from falling when you told me ‘our’ story without mentioning my name… I was so touched. Everything was close to perfection… we were so happy then.
However, I know it was me who turned this all into a big mess. I firmly admit it, I’m old school… I stick to my perceptions. You’re right… I didn’t give us a chance because I’m concerned with our five years age gap. But you, thinking that I only like guys who look like models is completely wide of the mark! Am I that judgmental? And mind you DJ, you’re one of the cutest guys I’ve met.
Perhaps, we’re destined to stay this way. Whenever I want to be with you… you’re ignoring me and saying that you don’t want to experience the hurt again. While, on every occasion you want to court me once more… it just happened that I already am committed to someone else. Just like when I told you that Vince and I already are in a romantic relationship. I’m very sorry I didn’t tell you as soon as possible. I know it was painful for you to find out that we’re already going steady.
I’m in no doubt that you’re currently happy, James. You now have a career and not just a job. You finally followed my advice! You are now a Disk Jockey! At last! Everybody’s able to hear your magnificent voice. As well as if I’m not mistaken… you and Trish are going steady for about a couple of years now… you two got together after you knew that I already said yes to Vince, right? I completely know that you’re so ok right now that’s why I’ll not break into your life yet again.
Actually, all I wanted to say is just that you will always be in my heart… and let me quote this from you… “I miss your voice”. Although I always here it on the radio.

It’s me…
♥Anna

PS:
Vince wants you to be his best man. You are the brother he never had. I know he won’t take no for an answer… we’ll finally be cousins… :)

Note: names have been changed

Biena as a WRITER.

TOTAL MAKE - OVER.

My brothers and I were left at home the day before yesterday, so as their Ate, I know it's my responsibility to prepare our meals, clean the house, look after my little brother and arrange our newly-dried clothes since we now haven't any maid. I did all the work whilst my brothers were taking turns on the PC. My little brother, Joseph, one of the best players of GTA Vice Cityat the age of four, I think, (Oh, believe me, he even maged to memorize cheat codes eventhought he still can't read.) got booored and asked me to join him in watching a movie. He accidentally put "The Wedding Planner" instead of Pinochio-- his Flavor of the Month (Well, my brother have this attitude of watching just one mobie again and again from time to time, he can even tell what will happen next to the flick) I was shocked when a trailer of "The Family Man" was shown to us for I was expecting the Disney Classic.

However, these words from the trailer astonished me more...

"What if you said YES instead of NO?"

"What if you have a second chance?"

Those words made me think of things I nver thought of. What could have been if I did this instead of that or picked that instead of this? The next thing I knew was I fell asleep. The first thing that entered my mind when I woke up was my blogsite. "What if I have a second chance?" A second chance to prove myself. A second chance to be myself. So, that's basically the reason why I reinvented my blog. Here's my second chance in writing, in expressing myself. For months now, I've been sooooo disgusted that I'm an EIC and I kept on recycling my works in the past just to say I still am writing, I still am able to write. I know it's soooo embarrassing but I'm starting to scold myself about the laziness I'm practicing. In fact, I even started a story in TeenTalk's Creative Corner. Click here to read it.

Another reason is that I'm so over the "too_mystified"-thingy for I think it's overrated. Some of my friends use the word mystified every now and then. Well, it isn't my IPR and I don't have the right to ban them from using it either, but I'm just wondering, what's so special with that word?

Anyways, here I am starting all over again and will NEVER start again.

Special Thanks to:
Fibisco Butter Cookies - if not for you, I would be so hungry while doing all this. : )

ALMOST FINISH!

whew!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

That's my DOG!

This would be brief.

Last month, I saw a dog who really looks like my dog, Honda. She had been stolen from our house five years ago. The dog I saw has the same features as my dog, she only is bigger.She followed me and stopped at a post and looked at me as if she's sad. Tears started to flow from my eyes. I wanted to get the dog but I wasn't sure enough if it really is Honda. I took a picture of her but suddenly I discarded it.

I will not gibber about these things now if my mom haven;t told me yesterday that she saw that dog too. She also thinks that dog is the dog we used to own.